Wednesday, 13 June 2012

Generation 5, Chapter 8 : Where did I find such a great friend!


I couldn't bear the feeling of not having Spencer, alive and next to me. I missed the way he gave me his warm yet sincere hugs and the amazing sense of humour he had. He was buried just four days after his death, in my arms. His family never contacted back to me, I sent them several messages telling them exactly what had happened and that they needed to come to Starlight shores, and quick... but they never came.

I feel so alone now, Moonbrow just meow's all the time which is no help to me what so ever. Why did it have to be Spencer that died, why him?

Everyday since he was buried I dragged myself out of bed, put on a simple black coat and came to the cemetery to mourn over him. Sometimes I would simply sit next to his grave for hours on end just thinking of the romantic times we had together.


A few moments later Abi turned up in an dark cardigan and dark trousers. She ran over to me, obviously noticing I was in an state and pulled me in for a hug. My thin line of mascara running thought her real blonde hair.

''Abi I'll never find love again, I'm going to die alone - actually I'll probably have dozens of cats roaming my house.''

She pulled out a tissue from her cardigan pocket and wiped my mascara out of her hair then said to me,
''Don't say that Jade, your gorgeous it'll take some time but you'll find love again.''

''Where did I ever find a great friend like you Abigail?''

''Well I'm from the best family so it's predictable!''


''C'mon Jade, I'll cheer you up, let's go to that sitting park across town and talk about ......''

''About what?''

''Just stuff.''


 Just half an hour later we arrived at this kind of lounging area down town.
''So there's something I need to tell you Jade?''

''Yeah what is it?''

''I have a -.''


I felt like there was a presence behind so I quickly turned around to see a handsome man, looked about our age gazing into Abi's eyes.

''Hey Babe.'' The man said in an romantic tone to Abigail. I had no idea what wash happening, a random man came up from behind me and greeted Abi as she was his girlfriend, maybe I've missed something.


The guy had light brown hair, extremely white teeth and the most amazing green eyes. He winked at Abi and I could see either they were going out or they were about too.

''Have I missed something here?''


Abi told him to sit down so we could talk. He released a deep breath then continued to talk from earlier.

'That's what I was going to say before he turned up.''

''And who is he?'' I said still very confused of what was happening.

''Well this is Alex, my boyfriend.''

''BOYFRIEND!'' I was shocked, Abi never told me that she had a boyfriend.

''When did this happen ?''

''Those days when you were visiting Spencer in hospital, I met Alex at work and we fell in love.''

''That's about right.'' Alex said causing me to jump a bit, I forgot he was here.


''So how long have you two been dating?'' I said wiping the dry tears from earlier off of my cheek. I winked at Abi then she finally let out a word.

''3 months.''


Alex decided we should all go out to a bar across the street to try and cheer me up but I doubted it would. The pain of loosing my Spencer is going to take a while to heal.


''Anyone up for a drink?'' I said while holding the machine tight just in case it flew open it covered Abi or Alex in gunk.


Soon after we actually had some fun. I warned Alex not to gone on that wheel with the amount of cocktails he had but he insisted he would. ''Hold on tight Alex you don't want to throw up!'' Abi said while laughing uncontrollably while he flew from side to side like which reminded when Abi and I went on that Bronco bull.


''Somebody get me out of this thing before I -.'' It was too late, he threw up all over the machine and on part of the red floor.


After both Abi and I sat Alex down and cleaned him up. Of course the owner came up and made us pay to get the carpet cleaned, so Abi said to Alex, ''You better have 45 bucks on you because your paying for that carpet.''

Soon afterwards I left Abi to take Alex home, as I went down the stairs sliding my arm through my coat I spotted my dad. I knew he knew what had happened because he had that look on his face. It was probably in the newspapers which I don't read so I would never know. I began to cry again thinking again about Spencer and ran up too my dad and threw myself in his arms.
''I heard Jade, you don't know how sorry I am for you. I would hit rock bottom if you Evan, Mary - Jayne and even Dayna died.'' I sobbed more which made my mascara run once more into my dad's gym kit. ''How about you come home for a while to recuperate?''

I wiped my mascara from my face and said, ''No dad's it's fine, I still have my cat so I won't be alone, actually I'll think I'll stay here with my friends.''

''Okay but if you ever need some company, you know your old dad's here.''

''Of course dad.'' I gave him another hug and went back upstairs.


Back upstairs Abi played dub-step while Alex asked me if I wanted to dance. I doubt he was hitting on me, just wanted to cheer me up.


''Thank you Alex, for cheering me up.'' I said to him. He winked at me and then starting dancing again, ad we were dancing I couldn't stop staring into his amazing Green eyes. I haven't told Abi this, but I think Alex...Likes me.

-- The End --

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Saturday, 9 June 2012

Generation 5, Chapter 7 : Goodbye

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He began breathing again but he was still extremely pale. I held his cold yet heavy body into the hospital reception causing everybody to stare.

''Somebody help me.'' I called out searching the vast room for a nurse or doctor. A nurse peered out from above the computer noticing me carrying Spencer.  She called an A and E team which then took Spencer of too some kind of operating room.


''Ms. Cronwell we are running multiple tests to diagnose your partner's illness.'' No one said nothing about him having an illness we just made me cry even more.


The doctor said I needed to wait outside for a few minuets so he could just take one more test on Spencer.
As I wiped my wet hands onto my dress I thought of the day I met Spencer, I thought he never like me but he did, and he was an genuine guy, not one that just wanted Sex.

''Ms. Cronwell we have the results of the tests back.''

''And what does he have?''

''Perhaps you would like to come into are Family & Friends room so I can tell you in privacy.''He led me to the room which was on the other said of the hospital.


''DR. Johnson please I don't want a long speech can you just tell me, what's wrong with Spencer?''


His facial expression suddenly turned negative, he rested his palm on mine and sadly said, ''I am very sorry to say that your partner's test came back positive.... For Cancer.''


My heart shattered. It felt like the mighty Greek god, Zeus came down and stabbed me with his powerful Thunderbolt. Tears just kept on pouring and pouring out of my eyes. I didn't know what to say next, actually I couldn't say anything next because all the energy I had, had gone.

I stuttered out a few words to the doctor, ''...What..... Kind?''

''Well he predominately has Lung cancer but it has spread to the left and part of the right kidney. He has an advanced case so I wouldn't recommend Radiotherapy, because the cancer is terminal.''


I took out all my anger on Dr. Johnson, ''WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU WOULDN'T RECOMMEND Radiotherapy!''  He sat me down again to explain into more depth.

''Radiotherapy will  make Spencer deteriorate faster, causing his vital organs to shut down and stop working, he then would have multiple fits and he will find it very hard to respire normally.''


''So your telling there is no way to save him, he is going to die?''

''I am very sorry Ms. Cronwell, I would recommend you browse for Hospices which will work for him.''
It's too late, he's going to die, the doctor said they could try Radiotherapy but they doubt it will treat his severe case.

---


Day after day, month after month I visited Spencer, hoping that the therapy will treat him, but it didn't, instead it made his hair fall out and on most days he would just go in a daze for hours. A cancer specialist told me that he has about a week or 2 left then he's going to die. That is exactly what she said, ''He is going to die.'' She never implied the word maybe or possibly just going which indicated there's no hope for Spencer. I tried to contact his parents but they never responded. Neither did his siblings which I looked up, they live in Hidden springs far away from here and they have families of there own.


''Jade, I love you, I know I'm going to die but I will never forget you. Move on from me, don't spend your life mourning over me because I know one day in the foreseeable future I'll meet you again up-top. I will.''

Those words made me tear up once more. ''I will never forge you Spencer Von Strunkle.''


He went pale once again like he did on the beach, he coughed up a heap of blood onto my back and they floor then sent out a loud cry, ''It's time to go Jade, goodbye.'' Those were his final words and then he fell into my arms, lifeless.


I pulled him tight trying to preserve his body but it was too late, he was gone.

''Spencer Von Strunkle, I will never forget you, I love you.''

-- The End --


-- For the people affected by Cancer, I am so sorry. --

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Wednesday, 6 June 2012

Generation 5, Chapter 6 : A date gone horribly wrong.


''Ugh, stupid hair why can't you just stay behind me ear.''  I was determined to make myself look even more attractive for my second date with Spencer. Were going to this local bar and then to the beach again. I picked out an snazzy dress too and some black high heels to match the belt. Things were starting to look really good with us, we've been on a date and he has called me about 5 times, ending up having a long and deep conversation which helped me to know him more.I found out that he is from Hidden Springs and is an patrol officer in Starlight shores.


''Well good afternoon Spencer.''

''Hey Jade.'' He playfully pulled me for a hug, my chin hung over his shoulder and above was my mouth, happy smiling away.


''C'mon in Jade let's take some pictures to remember our second date.''


The pictures came out great, though in the second picture Spencer seemed to be struggling to lift me up, wow am I that heavy?


Hours later we were at the beach, splashing around in the sprinkler like six year old's. I saw some people staring at us but I honestly didn't care at all.

''WOO! Go Spencer.'' I cheered him on as he stuck his but in he water causing him to shiver.


We slid and slid some more down the water slide. I kind of made a fool of myself when I slid down it and flew head first into a sand castle built probably by a child. He helped me up and pulled me in for a kiss.


As he kissed I felt his hand touch me but, I thought he was trying to seduce me but then both of his hands dropped and then his lips suddenly went cold.




He then drop to the floor but I quickly caught him. He was out cold, I checked for a pulse, there was none. I checked for any sign of life - There weren't any. His face then went pale.



I pressed his chilled body against mine trying to give him warmth but it just weren't working.

''Please Spencer, don't leave me now... Please.''


~ The End ~

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Sunday, 3 June 2012

Generation 4, Chapter 5 : Why the hell are you here?


I let go of Abi causing her to stumble a bit. My face became red with anger, after not seeing my mum since I was seven year old and now she suddenly just turns up at my door.

''What the hell are you doing here?''


''We need to talk.''

''TALK! You haven't seen me since I was seven and now you have the audacity to mysteriously show up at my door, to talk!''

''Jade I can explain.''


''Don't explain nothing mum, you cheated on dad leaving him in an absolute state, you left Evan and I motherless. I'm just happy dad found love again and left you, you slut.''


''Your calling me a slut.  You don't know this but I had a one night stand with your dad when he first moved here. The next morning I realised I was pregnant with you. I was 100% sure I was going to abort you but something told me that you were special and that you deserve a life but you know what, I should of aborted you. You and Evan and your dad were just bumps in my life.''

Those words ''I should of aborted you'' stabbed me a thousand times in my heart. I never knew I was an accident, but my mum clearly made it clear that she never wanted me - So I don't want her.


''Okay I'm was an accident but your just a POOR excuse of a mother. I hate you and I wish Dayna was my real mum, not you. I wish you were dead, that your parents NEVER had you and don't even think of showing up here again otherwise I'll call the police.  Mum you DEAD to me.

I cursed and cursed here some more until she ran into the elevator in tears.


''Jade I'm sorry about you and your mum, I never knew about any of this. I knew something was wrong that day in school and I should of comforted you, instead I ignored you. I'm a terrible friend.''

''Abi shut up, your not a terrible friend you just thought wrong, it's not your fault my mums an waste of life. From now on, Chelsea Brookes is blocked out of my life.'' Although I said that it was a lie, I couldn't block her out of my life because she is still here.


As I watched the smooth mixture juggle from side to side in the bowl those very words that my mum said to me were still in my head, revolving around.

 I should of aborted you. 
 I should of aborted you. 
 I should of aborted you. 
 I should of aborted you. 
 I should of aborted you. 
 I should of aborted you. 
 I should of aborted you. 


''Hey Spence you want to come over??''

''Sure thing Jade be there in about 5.''


''Hey babe.''

''Hi Spence.'' He could sense something was wrong with me.

''What's wrong hun?''

''Oh I had a fight with my mum and things got a bit rowdy.''

''Well then, let me cheer you up.''


Minuets later we found ourselves smooching on the soft carpet in my room.


He then lifted me up onto the wall still pressing his lips against mine, I could tell what he wanted but I didn't want it, at least yet.


I swooped him to the bed still pressing my lips against his.

''Are you ready Jade?''

''To be honest no.''


I pressed off of him and stood up giving him an awkward look.

''Listen Spencer, I really like you but I'm not ready for Sex yet, give it some time.


He got up and gently held my hands. ''When your ready, I'm will be ready too'', he whispered to me.
I then realised he's not just a guy that wants Sex - He is a genuine committed guy.

~The End ~

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